A lot of people have been asking how Texas has been so far, so I figured I would give a little update!
Texas has been great! I've been here almost a month now! Crazy! It took some adjusting at first, but I'm so excited to be here. God has been teaching me so much about life and myself since I've been here. And it has been so cool to see how a different church functions! Everyone here has been incredibly kind and extremely hospitable!
So, what am I actually doing? A lot of things! I ran my first game ever last Sunday! Chubby bunny (If you don't know what that is, look it up. So fun!) I've also been co-running a small group for the junior girls in the high school group. My co has so much wisdom to learn from and the girls are so great! I've had the opportunity to spend some one one one time with a few of them and look forward to getting to know all of them more! In about 3 weeks, or so we will be leaving for camp! So there will be a lot of prep for that coming up soon. Also, those 3 weeks leading up to camp there is this thing called SB games! Teams, competition, and fun! It's going to be great!
So do I like Texas? Yes! It's been fun and there's so much ahead!
Here's a couple other highlights thus far:
(There's a lot more highlights, I just need to get better at taking pictures of them)
Pappasitos! Delicious Tex-Mex
We visited The Village Church in Flowermound
Cool wall at The Village
God is teaching me so much and I'm so excited to see where this summer takes me in so many different ways!
Thank you all for your continued prayer and support!
Every now and then I find a recipe I really love. Most of the time it's coffee! But this time it's not! This is Baked oatmeal! I heard about it from a wonderful friend from home! It's perfect for breakfast, not sweet, and great for on the go! Shoot I could live on this stuff!
Recipe:
-3 C. Oats
-1 C. Brown Sugar (I used 3/4 c. not a huge sweets fan)
-2 tsp. Cinnamon
-2 tsp. Baking Powder
-1 tsp. Salt
-1 C. Milk (I used Coconut Milk and it was Fabulous)
-2 eggs
-1/2 C. Melted Butter
-2 tsp. Vanilla Extract
-1 C. Berries (the recipe calls for cranberries, I used blueberries)
Mix all together. Pour into a greased 9x13 pan, or smaller. Bake 350 about 30 mins.
I love traveling! There's something about it that just makes me happy. I even like flying! I love the airport... possibly because it is the primo people watching place. People are truly interesting creatures and the airport is one place you will definitely see this! Also, I love getting to the airport early! I get my coffee, find a good magazine and sit! It's perfect prep for a long flight! I'm weird, I know.
Flying into Dallas
Anyways, today I traveled to Dallas, where I will be spending a big part of my summer! As we were flying into Dallas I became overwhelmed with joy. I look back and see how far I have come. I'm living my life. I'm following God where He is calling me. And I feel His grasp on my life like never before.
It's hard to see the big picture when you're in it. Today was a perfect time to reflect (airplane rides to that to you). These last two years have been a roller coaster. So many amazing times and rough times to guide me to better times. All of the tears, hard lessons and frustrations are more than worth it. I would rather be uncomfortable, it makes me feel alive. It's a weird paradox of love and hate. In hindsight, mostly love.
These are the times that God whispers soft reminders to me to trust Him. Trust Him more, more often, with a deeper trust. He's got my back. He know what's going on. And for that I am so incredibly grateful.
I feel literally amazed at what God has allowed me to be a part of in His plan so far, and I am so looking forward to what He has in store, because I know it's going to be wild and amazing!
Over the last two years God has really blessed me and allowed me to go on amazing adventures! I literally cannot believe what He has allowed me to do and be a part of. From Hungary, to Mexico, to going to college, and now he's sending me somewhere new! Texas! I'm so excited!
In two days I will be leaving for Texas, where I will be interning at a church, working with high school students! I'm really looking forward to be working in ministry in this capacity, in a completely new place, with new people! I'm interested to see how ministry is in a different culture, from what I'm used to. And I'm excited to see what God will do this summer in me and through me!
On top of all of this, I have been offered a position in the premier traveling singing group at my school! I am so humbled at this opportunity and feel so blessed! It is still very surreal. I cannot wait for next year! It will be such an exciting year singing and traveling with this group! I am so in awe.
God is doing some amazing things in my life, and sometimes I just can't believe it. Sometimes I wonder if I'm dreaming! Two years ago I couldn't have even fathomed that this is where I would be right now. I am so grateful for a God who always has a greater, bigger and better plan. I'm grateful for amazingly loving people that God has put in my life to support, encourage and love on me. They continue to show me God's grace and unconditional love, especially on the bad days. I really do feel like I am living the "life to the full" that Jesus talks about in John 10:10.
It has been a long road, and there is a long journey to come! The road has been watered with many tears. Nothing comes easy. And even in the good, there is hard work. But the hard times, and the tears are all worth it. Perseverance indeed does produce steadfastness. And when you truly trust God, and surrender your life to Him, He will guide you to amazing things.
College is a weird thing. You come to school,build a new home, new
relationships, and really a new life. Then for four months you live this
other life, completely away from the one life... Then you go back to this one life for another year!
And this all comes to a culmination at the end of the school year,
every year! If you've ever been in college you know that the end of the
semester brings a lot of stress, sometimes more than needed. And I'm
sure far too often much of it is self inflicted. Nonetheless, I'm feeling it! There is an overwhelming feeling of anxiety, stress and worry, and an urgency to not waste any time but to keep going!
In all of this it's easy to let the important things fall by the wayside. For me it's forgetting to take the time to sit in silence and just spend time with God in peace. The other day, God reminded me just how desperately I was in need of this time of peace. So I took my Bible, and coffee and spent some time outside, enjoying the lovely Phoenix weather. During this time, God reminded me of this passage:
Now as they went on their way, Jesusentered a village. And a woman named Martha welcomed him into her house.And she had a sister called Mary, who sat at the Lord's feet and listened to his teaching.But
Martha was distracted with much serving. And she went up to him and
said, “Lord, do you not care that my sister has left me to serve alone?
Tell her then to help me.”But the Lord answered her, “Martha, Martha, you are anxious and troubled about many things,but one thing is necessary.Mary has chosen the good portion, which will not be taken away from her.” {Luke 10:38-42}
I love this story... ironically. Because far too often my life looks like this, and not in a good way. Also, I love that Martha rebukes Jesus. Not because it's what we should do, but it is something we do far too often. Between school, my summer plans, and my future as a whole, I've been so distracted, anxious and troubled. I've been so focused about getting my ducks in a row... So focused trying to control everything. I've allowed these distracting thoughts to sneak in and take over my life. My soul is longing for time with God, and my spirit is needing to be filled desperately. And instead of filling it, I'm depriving it!
In this story, Jesus tells Martha "but one thing is necessary.Mary has chosen the good portion, which will not be taken away from her." (Luke 10:42). Jesus uses the word "necessary", so whatever this "good portion" is must be essential in her relationship with Jesus. Psalm 16:5 says,"The Lord is my chosen portion and my cup; you hold my lot." It is clear that this good portion is Jesus. And how true is this. Isaiah 26:3 says "You keep him in perfect peacewhose mind is stayed on you,because he trusts in you." When we trust God, and seek Him, only then will be find this peace and rest.
I am a controlaholic. I continuously try to control my life, schedule and future, and I find the most peace when I know that everything is organized, and all my ducks are in a row. The problem is, control is something that will never fulfill, it is something fleeting.
Today I'm choosing the good portion, the only one who will fulfill and give real peace.
Maybe for you it's not control. But I would encourage you to consider what you are trying to fill your life with? What are you being distracted by?
Sometimes I think life would be so much easier if I could just know where I'm headed on this journey of life. I mean, I have an idea, but it's a foggy path. Like walking on stepping stones, but I can only see the next step ahead of me. Sometimes I wish God would just tell me what my life is going to be like down the road... now. Sometimes I wish he would reveal the next three steps, instead of just one!
It's Kind of that idea of microwaveable faith. Just throw it in the microwave, and BAM! Finished! Matured! Perfect! Of course in reality, I know I don't really want this. Much like microwavable food! I mean, if I had a choice between a home-cooked meal and a hot pocket, I'm going to choose the roasted chicken and mashed potatoes!
But here's the thing... I'm impatient!
There's that word, we all dread "Patience".
Growing up in church, the joke was always "Don't pray for patience...because that is exactly what God will give you! Pray for patience and by golly, you'll get it!" Well, I'm here to tell you, it's the truth! And as much as waiting is not fun, It's a part of life!
I was reading Psalm 37 today and God really spoke to me and showed me what this whole waiting thing really means. Here's a few short verses, that I think sums it up.
{Psalm 37:5}
"Commit your way to the Lord;
trust him, and he will act"
{Psalm 37:7}
"Be still before the Lord and wait patiently for him;
fret not yourself over the one who prospers in his way.
over the man who carries out evil devices!"
{Psalm 37:23}
"The steps of a man are established by the Lord.
When he delights in his way."
In this passage I see two really important things. First, "Commit your way to the Lord". Make your aim to glorify God in all you do. In work, in school, in relationships, do them for God, how God would. The reciprocal of doing so, is that God will show you, lead you, and act. When you commit your way to God (v. 5) and delight in his ways (v. 23), he lead you on his path. Second, "wait patiently for him." This is the hard part.
When we think about waiting, we often envision "sitting,waiting and wishing", but God's idea of waiting isn't a lot different from Jack Johnson's. In the Bible, the Hebrew word used for wait is: "qâvâh", which means to hope expectantly. This waiting is not an act of passivity! It's taking this season, seeking God, serving God and waiting in expectant hope! Knowing that God is in control, and He alone establishes our steps.
I would like to point out that in this waiting don't compare yourself to others. Don't envy the friend getting married, graduating college or getting the promotion. We have such a tendency to do that as humans. I do it. And I think if we would fix our eyes on God a little more often, instead of ourselves we would be so much better off. Because if we did, we would see that we are made for much better things than to sit around and compare. Comparison kills contentment. It's so important to remember that God has us exactly where we are supposed to be at this time, for a greater purpose.
For me, this time of waiting is a reoccurring season of my life, but God's showing me this is a time to press into him, to seek him and to simply spend time with him. He's reminding me that he is my portion. And I hunger to know Him more.
This song has been sweet medicine to my soul for the last couple weeks.
If you're in a waiting season or simply just seeking to know God more,
I would encourage you to take five minutes and soak it in.
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